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Doing good deeds is part of getting to Jinnah. I love doing good deeds!
Initially, doing good deeds are easy to do, right?
In my case, I kept doing those good deeds over and over. I kept getting evil and hurt in return, this was both physically and mentally from the people I was doing good deeds for.
I fell, face down, body stretched out and in tears before Allah early this morning. I was so angry, so hurt, so confused. "Please, please, please make this clear to me," I pleaded.
I must admit, I found myself cracking and angry at the selfish behavior of some people.
I screamed at the women who took it upon herself to come to my property without permission and use my water and my water hose, when she had water and a water hose of her own. I then stood up to the man who I'd fed so many times, when he was hungry, after he violently grabbed me and assaulted me. My sons were outraged that someone I'd tried to help had hurt me. Then I got the courage to say," No!" to that drug addicted nephew of that same man when he wanted to shower, eat, or sleep at my home. After all, the nephew didn't protect me from his uncle's violent attack that day nor did he even make an attempt to save me from injury.
Thought that I had tough skin. Thought I could ignore the meaness, the cruelty, the lack of love in this world by killing it with good deeds. Could I be wrong?
What do you do in cases like this?
You give; They plot to steal.
You give; They plot to see how much they can get for free.
You give; They may be planning to follow you home to see how much more you've got.
I never want to think like this, but it may get this way.
Allah cleared my thinking, took my thinking, forgave me.
I can still give without fear, hurt, or pain.
There are organizations, charities, anonymous alms, groups that I can do good deeds through!
I can say "NO!" to users, people plotting to do harm, and to those who make a living off of those who are doing genuine to try to help others.
Doing good deeds is part of getting to Jinnah. I love doing good deeds!
Initially, doing good deeds are easy to do, right?
In my case, I kept doing those good deeds over and over. I kept getting evil and hurt in return, this was both physically and mentally from the people I was doing good deeds for.
I fell, face down, body stretched out and in tears before Allah early this morning. I was so angry, so hurt, so confused. "Please, please, please make this clear to me," I pleaded.
I must admit, I found myself cracking and angry at the selfish behavior of some people.
I screamed at the women who took it upon herself to come to my property without permission and use my water and my water hose, when she had water and a water hose of her own. I then stood up to the man who I'd fed so many times, when he was hungry, after he violently grabbed me and assaulted me. My sons were outraged that someone I'd tried to help had hurt me. Then I got the courage to say," No!" to that drug addicted nephew of that same man when he wanted to shower, eat, or sleep at my home. After all, the nephew didn't protect me from his uncle's violent attack that day nor did he even make an attempt to save me from injury.
Thought that I had tough skin. Thought I could ignore the meaness, the cruelty, the lack of love in this world by killing it with good deeds. Could I be wrong?
What do you do in cases like this?
You give; They plot to steal.
You give; They plot to see how much they can get for free.
You give; They may be planning to follow you home to see how much more you've got.
I never want to think like this, but it may get this way.
Allah cleared my thinking, took my thinking, forgave me.
I can still give without fear, hurt, or pain.
There are organizations, charities, anonymous alms, groups that I can do good deeds through!
I can say "NO!" to users, people plotting to do harm, and to those who make a living off of those who are doing genuine to try to help others.
